I was restaged at 4 in December, and I do feel like I am waiting on pins and needles about whether or not this combo is working. My back hurts, oh it must be growing, my rib hurts, oh it must be a new tumor, what if I have wasted 3 months on a combo that's not working?, what if Herceptin doesn't work for me?, why won't he do the tumor marker tests?, etc etc etc. I can't imagine getting to the point of not being worried about the results. I just keep assuming it's because I have 3 small children and I'm only 30 years old. Maybe not, I can't imagine when that day will be for me. But if it comes, I will make sure I tell you all too
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