The way I see it, it will come when and if it is ready. The ONLY thing I can control is MY reponse. So, I work on trying to be receptive, should a mets event happen. Which is more likely, stats- wise, given my her2 neu status. Not to worry, I remind myself, because there is no percentage in it. That is NOT to SAY that I haven't. I just ACTIVELY coach myself - Don't worry - BE happy. Some days, it works. Other days, I turn up the volumne of the music...
I can't overly emphasize how helpful this site has been to my mental well-being. I lurk alot, but would shout that I love you all for your candidness. It get's me through the day. Indeed.
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