cancer is killing my spirit

[sassy]

Flori,

Please know that even though your children and probably lots of others around you don't understand the weight of this disease (how can those who haven't walked this path understand?), WE understand and you are not alone.

Maybe antidepressants might be worth a try again. They have helped me through rough patches on more than one occasion. Perhaps one you have not tried before would be effective.

You are one of the strongest survivors I know-you kick butt.

Keep on kicking.

Holding you in my thoughts and prayers and sending positive thoughts.

[Jackie07]

I hear you, Flori.

I've been having neck issues as well. They are caused by the stupid brain tumors (Central Neurocytomas - unrelated to BC) near the thalamus. I have to be careful when I bend or turn my neck ... Those doctors never informed me about the little ones near the Thalamus (We had GKRS the three bigger ones in the vast space above it in 2001.)

No, I haven't been able to dance for ages ... (Nor singing - it was 15 years ago when I last sang in the choir; 24 years ago when I did a solo part in one of the church concerts.)

But I do enjoy chatting on Facebook with my family/friends and online communicating with my fellow cancer fighters.

Gripe whenever you feel like it. We understand. We are on the same boat.