Leslie, I am so busy typing, I just took a minute to read your post. It is so poignant and well expressed. Absolutely right -- THIS IS YOUR LIFE! Regardless of your sickness *score*.
One other point, over the yrs friends have expressed their upset about their health re an array of issues. They often say, I feel so stupid telling YOU about MY problems, after all you have been through. I immediately and always tell them, Don't be silly! YOUR problems are important too. Don't compare them. This is about your body and your life. It is no minor matter. I'm listening. I want to help...
I LOVE ALL YOU WONDERFUL LADIES ON THIS SITE. YOU ALL JUST BLOW ME AWAY WITH YOUR WORDS. Thank you Joe and Christine. This site is such a blessing in my life. I will be eternally grateful. I just shiver to think how much positive energy you have stirred up in the Universe! In accordance w/karma, Cosmic Law not yet codified -- *like* positive energy will be returned to you! I pray for that.
Every thought is like a prayer. Every prayer has the potential to be a miracle...
Andi