okay back on the attack
To all who so generously offered your suggestions or just sympathy, I wanted to provide an update:
I began Hospice today, they have such great support services, and they permit me to stay on the hormonals as a "palliative" for some reason. I've also gotten the okay from the doc I consult with long-distance, to try to add xeloda and tykerb to the mix.
If my onc here will prescribe it, i will try it. i will stop the xeloda/tykerb if it starts to make me feel bad, because I've had enough of that and that was the whole point of beginning Hospice. It most likely means I will have to put the Hospice folks on hold for a while. I'm nervous about this decision because my focus had emphatically changed to having as peaceful a death as possible. But I had surgery Sunday night to replace left ureter stent that was so painful, and put one in on the right, and havent had any pain past two days. I'm feeling pretty good now compared to last week.
that said, my coughing/breathing have worsened since yesterday morning. so.....I'm moving away from "don't talk to me about anything but how to die well" to....could there POSSIBLY be a way to knock back my lung mets without making me feel so bad I want to kill myself.
SO that's my update, thanks again for your support, will keep you updated,
love,
theresa
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