feeling less and less like I'll be here much longer

[sarah]

Dear Debsing,
So sorry you're feeling so much despair but it's normal with cancer.
As others have said there are many treatments available, Try to get your boxing gloves back on and ask for solutions and maybe it's time to see other oncologists and get their opinions and maybe another surgeon,
you didn't mention the drugs you've taken or where you live,
many on this forum have traveled your road and have good advice but I know all will say, keep up the fight, the war isn't over, this is just another tough battle unfortunately.
I hope you have a good family and friends nearby to support you,
when you can, let us know what your onc says, what drugs you've taken, where you live and what you plan to do. we are thinking of you,
hugs and love sarah