More Progression

[Mandamoo]

You guys are wonderful! Here I am sitting in day oncology, hooked up and ready for my H, P and Abraxane. I'm cruising the net for wigs and Internet shopping.

I'm ok - it helps that I feel so good. I had a huge "dump" with my counselor on Wednesday and felt sooooo much lighter. My middle child is really struggling and when I picked her up from school on Wednesday she was pale, clammy and vomiting from a migraine. No school yesterday for ANZAC day and today she was worked up again tears and tummy knots - that's what I hate so much! It is not fair on my kids or my husband. I need to be here to love and nurture so I am focused on that.
I welcome all of your suggestions and surround myself with your hugs and love.
As I said to my oncologist - while I am breathing I have hope so 'on we go.'