Chemo Embolization

[Sherry in WV]

Hi, it's been a while since I've been on here. I had the Chemo embolizaition done to my liver in May and I almost died. I have never been so sick in my life. I even asked my Onc if this was my last dance and he said that it could be. I was on TPN and in hospital 4 times in 5 weeks. I had scans done last week and get results Friday. I have a feeling that the procedure did not work. I am having alot of liver pain.
The next step is clinical trials. I have had just about all the chemos there are and have had Herceptin for 3 years now. Thing is I don't know if I want anymore. My body is so tired.....Does anyone else ever feel this way.
I have always been a fighter and this thought scares me......But I am tired.