Will it be this way all the time?

Thank you ladies for responding. You know, my mom used to say, when I would be whining about whatever, 'Rose, go on to bed and get a good nights' sleep' Boy, that used to make me mad. But, she's right. I slept well last night, the sun is shining today, and I'm a different person than the one that wrote that email just 24 hours earlier. I just appreciate you all validating that these feelings are appropriate and on the mark. Exercise, meditation, good food... that all helps, too. And, I need to cherish that. Thanks for this site and letting me say the things I can't say to others! Peace to all of you brave warriors!