State of denial
I know I have been dealing with this cancer for 5 1/2 years and you would think I would be over this by now. But I still go into a state of denial. I know my biopsy showed it was cancer the first 2 times. But after that they just assumed it was breast cancer in my lungs and bones because of the pet+ct-scan. The chemo didn't get rid of the lung mets but maybe the radiation did.( I have another ct-scan on Wed) But I have felt good through most of this and when I didn't it was because of something they did to me. Sometimes I still feel like they must be wrong, I can't have stage 4 cancer. Does anyone else go through this denial stage even after all this time. Patty H
|