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Hi everyone, every time i need support i know this is the place. i also know that i have been very lucky in my treatments and cancer control. so i don't want to come off as ungrateful, especially when there are so many of you who are stronger than i fighting so hard. i know so much about this breast cancer junk and when i work with my bc clients i am so clear a nd calm about it all. when it comes to myself, of course, i get to be such a nuthead. i had markers drawn about 3 weeks ago (they work very accurately for me) and the CA 27.29 had dropped 19 points to almost normal and cea very low in the normal range with the radical hormonal approach we are taking. i had markers drawn again last friday and the markers are both up by just a couple points (tenths for the cea). now i am worried again as the markers are so sensitive for me. i have a brain mri and ct on the 8th and that always has me freaked out too.

also is it possible to never get brain mets and still have visceral involvement? are there people out there for whom that is true in the long term?

any thoughts or helpful information would be SO appreciated.

thank you!
love,
joy