Does anybody really think...

I guess I'm having one of those dumb days. I watched some of my favorite people graduate from 6th grade yesterday and I have been very worried that I won't get to see both my girls graduate from anything. When, like everybody here, I want it all. I want graduations, I want grandkids, I want the future. Maybe even a date some time, but is that really possible with this vile disease?

I'm doing reasonably well, but I'm always waiting for the other shoe, you know?

Does anyone really think that we will get a handle on metastatic breast cancer? I mean a solid, reliable control over it or, God willing, a cure? Or should I get that out of my head and be grateful that I have survived a whole year past the median 2 years?

In a funk,
Joy