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I know we have all wondered why me. But lately I have wondered why me in a different way. A friend of mind just died from breast cancer. She was dianosed after me, she was not her2, she had no node envolment and was younger then me. She was doing find when I heard her cancer was back and in her lungs and bones. I didn't think it was anything to panic about I have been living a good quality life for over a year that way. She died with in a couple of months of the spread. I can't help but wonder why. I don't know her well enough to ask her family. People all around me seem to be dying who were dianosed after me and with less aggressive cancer. In stead of wondering why me with cancer, I keep wondering why am I still here and they are not. I guess after living with this as a cronic illness I assumed every one did. It's one of those weeks where I can't seem to get this out of my mind. Patty H
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