I really do not know what to say to all you kind people who replied to my post yesterday, after finding out i am her2 + with 7 positive nodes i felt my world had cavced in and i felt so alone, although it is awful there are others like me it helps a great deal to know we are all in this together....i dont know which way to look at the moment, im a little scared to research to much into the meaning of this as i dont want to hear that its incurable, but judging from what alot of you wonderful people have said this is a curable disease and im going to try and hold onto that.
Im still very upset today but i think i'll bounce back in a few days, suicidal thoughts are begginning to go and i'll try and get on with this as best as possible, please please keep in touch and best of luck and love to all of you.
Nikki x x x
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