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Dear All
For some unknown reason I feel extremely down today. I did not know where else to turn. I feel lucky on one hand as the cells keep recurring in my scar line ( 3 times now since oct 2002) and as yet have not gone anywhere. i feel cross that i have had 4 months of chemo and that they have just come back - tricking me into thinking it was working. I woas looking forward to having just maintenance herceptinand maybe some hair. But now it is another re-excision on Thusday and a change of chemo- probably Navelbine , I am feeling like nothing will work and i don't know why, Why am I suddenly feeling this way.
Finding it hard to stop crying today and i don't usually do this at all.
Sorry
love
lindaw
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