I have found hope too from this site

While I have given my greatest hope for cure in God, I am also given hope from you people that stage 4 isn't an automatic death sentence. I am ready to see God when the time comes, but I'm not ready to say goodbye to my family and friends. Some of them are not saved and I know I would be saying goodbye to them forever. To me this is much harder then battling the cancer. Someday I will be in heaven and I want everyone I know to be there with me. So until then I will be trying to get recruits!!!!!!