Pam, I can definitely identify with what you posted. I do have a spouse sharing this experience with me and a son who is 21. However, they don't know what I'm going through.
The friends I have locally, don't know what this is like either.
There are times when I feel isolated, and as if I have noone to share thoughts with who really understands what I'm going through, because they've been there too.
That's probably why it was so great meeting some of the So CA listers at the Brunch last week-end. Here were women who knew what it was like to live with uncertainty, and health issues!
What helps somewhat with me, is I looked for a hobby that I enjoyed that I could pursue. Also joining a yoga class helped.
Ultimately, I don't know that we can ever erase that "alone" feeling, but knowing that others care about you can help.
I DO care Pam! Keep us posted about your news.
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