I didn't Want You

[vickie h]

I didn’t want you
But one day you came anyway.

I hated you at my very core
You slept in my breast anyway.

I hugged myself and tried not to cry
My pillow case was soaked anyway.

I wanted to wash myself clean of you
I smiled when you left anyway.

I went about my life and willed you to go away
You haunted me anyway.

I never wanted to hear your voice again
You called me anyway.

I saw you again and tried to stay calm
I threw up anyway.

Herceptin lost 71 to 85 that game
Guess you thought you won anyway.

You were charmed by my innocence
You tried to take it anyway.

My confidence and strength inspired others
You crippled me anyway.

My smile stopped you dead in your tracks.
You overran me anyway.

I thought you were harmless
You hung to me anyway.

You tried to take my life away from me…scarred the deepest part of me
I am living everyday anyway.
I am loving life anyway.