Dealing with all the emotions
I have been slammed with so many emotions lately. I wonder if it has something to do with coming up on two years since dx and that I was not able to do it without a recurrence. Even though I am not competely out of the woods, I am doing well at the moment. Oddly enough, this is causing me some stress. Is this normal?
I do not attend a local support group. Is that benefical to some?
But through it all, I am still very grateful to be here and spending each day with hubby and the kids. I just wish I could do it without shedding so many tears. Is this what we call getting used to our new life?
Tonya
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DX 02/01/07
2.5 cm, Er/Pr-, Her2+++
18/20 Nodes
03/07 CT & Bone scan - Clear
AC x 4, Taxol x 4, Added Herceptin
Radiation until 09/07
Herceptin every 3 weeks until 06/08
01/10/08 local recurrence -IBC
01/28/08 CT & Brain MRI - clear
02/08 - Navelbine & Herceptin
05/08 -MRM
05/08 - Gemzar & Herceptin - didn't work
09/08 - Hyperthermia rads
03/09 - Tykerb/Xeloda
05/10 - Tram flap to fix wound
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