devastating news im so sad/worried/anxious everything

[loveher]

hi everyone
this is Sue. im eighteen, my mom has had her2 breast cancer for more than half of my life. i cant even write the details right now, please look at my first post.

My moms had mets on her vertebre and now my dad has just told me that her doctor said her backbone is gonna crack eventually and it's just a matter of time. I AM SO TERRIFIED. when it happens shes not gonna be able to move. it all happened last year when she had mets on her back but the doctor ignored her pain and kept giving her morphine
it makes me so mad to think that this could have been avoided
how is it that she may die from this instead of actual breast cancer
im just so distraught right now, my heart just aches with pain
i'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight

please can you guys pray for her

on top of that my dad has a history of being unfaithfull and im away at college most of the time. what if it happens while im away, what if i dont even get to say goodbye

i love my mom so much, it hurts so bad, im not sad that shes gonna pass eventually im sad she's gonna be in so much pain. she's already sufferred so much.

i feel like i have no support, just you guys