Had a great time tonight and now I'm sad
I am still learning about this disease. I have lived with it for only seven months and sometimes events take me by complete surprise. Like this evening. I am out with family at a wonderful restuarant, having a great time and life is great. Then I come home and it is a complete let down. I get depressed and sad wondering how many more wonderful times there will be. I wish I could live carefree again not doubting that I will have a long future to enjoy many, many more moments like this. I guess we all wish for that.
Just trying to come to terms with my new life
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DX 02/01/07
2.5 cm, Er/Pr-, Her2+++
18/20 Nodes
03/07 CT & Bone scan - Clear
AC x 4, Taxol x 4, Added Herceptin
Radiation until 09/07
Herceptin every 3 weeks until 06/08
01/10/08 local recurrence -IBC
01/28/08 CT & Brain MRI - clear
02/08 - Navelbine & Herceptin
05/08 -MRM
05/08 - Gemzar & Herceptin - didn't work
09/08 - Hyperthermia rads
03/09 - Tykerb/Xeloda
05/10 - Tram flap to fix wound
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