I can't handle this any more

[HavahJ]

This not knowing is too much. The marker keeps going up, higher than it's ever been but no other metastasis. Single one in skull was gammaknifed. It's not growing but the marker keeps going up. Has anyone had this experience of marker going up because of gamma. The gamma man doesn't deal in markers but says it's probably because of gammaknifed tumor. Why? What a year after gamma could be making it go up? I've been researching for weeks and can't find out. Dealing with this and M.S. etc. I'm coming unraveled.