[sarah]

Yes, many, many days and weeks go by without thinking about it. You're new to it and it's typical to think about it a lot but you'll think about it less as time goes on. In a way it's ok to think about it and be prepared for it but life is a wonderful gift and we shouldn't miss out on living it fully.
I see you've finished your treatment, congrats, you're free! It takes everyone a different amount of time to really believe, hey, I'm going to live!!! All I can say, is get there as quickly as you can.
I'm also getting older and that makes me think, wow how much time do I have left because of that as well. I am enjoying life so much. So don't forget to enjoy life.
hugs
sarah