[KsGal]

SoCalGal- Thank you! I might just PM you for a list of things I might need before I start up the Tykerb.
My first bottle arrives via UPS tomorrow, totally paid for by my insurance, so I don't have to worry about copays after all.
dearjilly-I think the funeral arrangements thing caught me totally off guard. I feel like Im at a pretty good level of function..Im just one of those that thinks if everyone around you just accepts you are going to die, you are going to die, and if they think you are going to beat it..well. So I try to limit talks of things like cancer and death and things around me.
Thank you all for the uplifting posts and encouragements. It really does mean everything to me, because although my family is supportive, I don't think anyone truly understands that hasn't been in my situation. Thank you, thank you!