[Mandamoo]

Andi
So many of those words in your prayer have been said by me over the past 2-3 years. I have always known I would get better.
Today the doctors told me there is nothing more that can be done by them apart from making me comfortable. The chemo which I have been determined would work (number9) hasn't helped as the disease has continued to take over my lungs now resulting in quite severe symptoms.
I have not caused this to happen. I have pursued TCM and acupuncture, changed my diet, upped my exercise even to swimming ocean races. I have worked with a spiritual healer and metaphysical counselor, I meditate regularly.. I have lived and loved fully, always believing I would be a miracle survivor.

I do believe thoughts have an impact and I have had a wonderful 41 years but it is not enough. I will not give up my knowing unless I can know no more.
A xx