[Mandamoo]

Thank you Andi. I have read many of those books. I have always seen myself as someone with a long life ahead of me and I am definitely a Doer.

I have had a horrible weekend with pain, feeling terribly sick and coughing lots. I feel my reality though is seeing this disease progress despite my efforts and those of my team - I wonder what it is I am doing wrong - why my will to succeed and live is not enough at the moment.
I am determined to live and love and make the most of my life.
A x