[kat in the delta]

Has anyone here had reconstruction after chemo and rad. ??
I would love to look a little sexy after my last Herceptin,. and take out this port. and wear something a little lower.
Right now, I feel depressed over the shorter hair and big port., no right breast... etc... plain UNATTRACTIVE !!!!! what are some options for me---really depressed. kat in the delta