Re: Is it okay to cuss on here?? Cuz this is a Bitch
You need to do what you need to do to get through this all. That RT is really a pain. It seems the first round with the surgeries, etc. is unbelievably difficult. To think of doing it all over again - I'd be pretty down about it too.
I wish I could offer you some advise, but I don't think you're really looking for that. Venting is good; it takes power away from thing that is pissing us off. Recognition is huge. I think denial is a killer and you're not in denial about the suckiness!
But hang in there, and I know you will. You're a fighter. Call anytime.
-Julie
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Julie
Live in Orange County, CA
Diagnosed with DCIS Oct. 2012
Bilateral Dec. 19, 2012
IDC, ER/PR-, Her2+++, Grade 3
Stage IIIa
15.6 cm
4/14 nodes + macrometastases
First thing each morning, I try on my bathing suit. Then, nothing worse can happen the rest of the day.
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