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Hi I am actually not an unregistered guest but am having probs logging in, This is from Kaye. I was Her2+ and ER+ My PR wasn't tested or at least I wasn't told what it was. When I asked or tried to find out later--was told that since it didn't affect treatment that there was no need to identify.

I had surgery first -- at which time path. report revealed that there was alot more going on than suspected (or at least alot more going on than what biopsy report indicated).

In addition to pleomorphic invasive lobular (rare aggressive variant with supposed relatively short relapse-free survival), IBC (based on separate tumor in nipple with dermal lymphatic invasion) along with Pagetian spread, and high grade dcis with extensive comedo necrosis. I had 9 of 12 positive nodes NOT matted together; however, first CT scan report, done one week after surgery, stated that there appeared to be remaining lymph nodes that WERE matted together. That CT report also indicated that there was a 1.5 cm lesion in the liver. A subsequent tagged red blood cell study was done to attempt to identify, but report for that stated there wasn't enough resolution in the liver to identify lesions less than 2 cm. No further testing was done. And the CT scan report also stated there were enlarged retroperitoneal nodes and enlarged aortocaval node(s) that was 2.5 cm. It/they were never biopsied.

I guess the important thing is that I am still here. My treatment included bilateral mastectomy, chemo (4AC every 3 wks), radiation sandwiched in between (25 treatments--no boost was given although I tried to get one. Radiation onc. based protocol on biopsy being stage II lobular--never took into account everything else going on. At the time I was naive about all this--thought that as far as b.c.--one either had it or didn't. I had no idea there were different kinds or even what positive nodes implied. I had never heard of the word metastases, let alone had no clue what it meant.

Okay, so after surgery, chemo, and rads, I had more chemo--2 Taxol and 2 Taxotere along with weekly Herceptin given for 1 year. I then had a complete hysterectomy/oopherectomy--abdominal. Oh, and I forgot -- before that--2 mos. after last taxane began Arimidex. I was able to get that because I refused Tamoxifen. Something about it didn't sit 'right' with me. My husband thought that it might be less effective in those who were Her2+ before research was in. However, a 2nd opinion onc thought that even if that were the case, that the Herceptin might allow it to be effective. Either way--started Arimidex.

I was pre-menopausal at time of dx. I was in 'gray' area for so many different things. I was dx'd 1 month after my 50th b'day. However, I discovered hardened area in upper chest 9 mos. earlier which I showed my ob-gyn. That appeared within days of last supposed 'normal' mammogram. He reminded me that mammo had been normal. I told him that I was confused about what I was supposed to be feeling. He wrongly wrote in my chart 'patient doesn't like to do self-checks.' He made me feel stupid for even showing him. 9 mos. later, in wee morning hours of my 50th b'day, I awoke to a severe burning pain in that breast. At first I thought it might be my heart--although wrong side, i thought referred pain. I then was reminded about something a good friend had told me--she was suspected of having a rare type of bc 6 mos prior--IBC. I then told myself to go to sleep and stop being a hypochondriac. I was so busy at work the next day I don't recall what I had been feeling, but the day after that my husband and I left for the weekend--to celebrate. My breast ached over the next week--reminding me of a mastitis infection that I had had 15+ yrs earlier when nursing my youngest child. I also thought I might be pregnant. I had been getting my periods every 3 weeks and actually skipped that time frame for the first time and went 6 weeks before getting it. 10 days after that pain, I noticed a change in my nipple. It looked different but couldn't explain how--but that triggered memory of my mother-in-law who had been dx'd with a malignant brain tumor 2 weeks after my husband and I got married almost 25 years earlier. 5 mos. after brain tumor was dx'd while in the hospital the dr. noticed that her nipple was 'inverted.' I remember it lookinhg 'different' but not inverted.
I noticed change in myserlf on a Wednesday night--the night before I was leaving at 5:00 am to go to an out-of-town conference. I made arrangements to go in first thing the following Monday morning. Through a comedy of mishaps I wound up seeing a nurse practitioner, having a mammogram, being given all my films and seeing a surgeon who did a biopsy that day. I had a dx the next day. The surgeon biopsied the hardened area in my upper breast -- almost in my chest --same area I showed my ob-gyn 9 mos. earlier at the age of 49 yrs. and 3 mos.
However. at time of my dx I was 50, and many treatment protocols appear to depend on cut-off age of being >50 or <50 at time of diagnosis. I was in the 'gray' area on that one.
I have been in treatment since my dx and believe I have been stage IV from the start. I have done and am doing alternatives and complimentary treatments. I am still on Arimidex and also betaseron (for MS). I am also on Lovastatin (cholesterol went bad after starting Arimidex). I am also on Levothyroid (became hypothyroid 5 mos. after starting Arimidex) and 10 mos. after last radiation treatment. I am also taking prophylactic Doxycyclinbe and Celebrex (400 mg/twice/day). I am also getting Zometa every 3 mos. (osteoporosis prevention--although am sure I also have bone mets not yet formally dx'd).

I forgot to mention at the time of dx my tumor markers were elevated. I also have bad family hx of breast cancer. I was same age as my mom -- 50 -- at time of dx. Her sister, a 25+ yr survivor (only one to survive more than a few yrs) was dx'd at age 45. They lost 3 first cousins to b.c plus a 4th first cousins to Hodgkins, one maternal aunt to b.c and a 2nd maternal aunt to liver cancer which we think, in retrospect was most likely metastatic b.c. Her daughter, one of above 1st cousins died at age 31 from b.c. Another first cousin died at age 28 from b.c. Her brother was one mentioned above who died of Hodgkins in his early 30's and their mom died of bc in her 40's. Then there were 2 more first cousin--a male and his sister, both of whom died in their 40's from b.c. Then there is my dad's family. His mom--my paternal grandmother died from bc in her 40's. One of my first cousins was dx'd with bc in her 50's. Her sister was dx'd with Waldenstrohms globularalnemia (sp?) in her 50's. Their dad was 'cured' from colo-rectal cancer in his 30's but developed lymphoma (non-Hodgkins) from which he died in his 70's. And my dad's other brother died from melanoma in his 60's. Interestingly, I supposedly tested negative for all the KNOWN genes.
There has been an increase in lobular bc amongst those who took hormone replacement therapy which I NEVER took (despite ob-gyn who dismissed my hardened area on my chest trying to push it on me even though I didn't have any of the symptoms for which it was usually prescribed). I refused HRT because my aunt's hematologist/oncologist said that with our family history, we shouldn't have it.
I also had 3 kids, first one at age 28 and last at age 34, all of whom I nursed exclusively for at least 6 mos each--because that was recommended amount of time to reduce risk of bc. I went on to nurse eldest for 18 mos., middle one for 13 mos, and youngest for 21 mos. It didn't work.
And because of my family history I had regular mammograms and did regular self-checks starting at age 40. I didn't want to be paranoid--and left it at that. That also didn't 'work.'