I'd thought I was looking pretty good other than the weight that I have gained. No masectomy though, so I didn't have that to bring me down. Sometimes I'd wear makeup, but a lot of times I didn't. And my hair has been pretty much unmanageable since it came back after chemo, but now I've got it tamed. Anyway, I've been doing my hair and putting on makeup and everybody has been telling me I look so pretty and so healthy with the makeup on and my hair done. So now I wonder, what did I look like before? Did I look that bad? I guess what I'm trying to say is that we all have different ideas of what looks good. Don't let what anybody says bring you down.
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