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Chelee,
You're not alone with these feelings concerning your last day of chemo. I had my last day back in April before doing only herceptin every three weeks. On that day I was ok during infusion and everything. Then later in the evening, I just lost it. Almost like post partum depression. I felt so let down, empty and sad. I thought I should be feeling happy about it being my last treatment, but it was just the opposite. As everyone else has said that when we are taking chemo we know we are taking an active part in fighting this disease, and when we're done with treatment we feel lost without that safety net. I know that when my herceptin treatments are through, I'm really going to feel a complete loss of that safety net. I just keep praying for strength to get through it. and I will do the same for you. I'm also a big fan of pampering yourself when you feel low, as suggested before a nice lavendar bath to soak in is a great stress reliever. sending you a hug
Sue
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