Well apart from me being down, I couldn't get my broadband to fire up so manually dially up at the moment. I have been feeling the worst I have ever felt in my life,They say Hysteria is a sign of Brain mets, well that is the only symptom I have had for that, but how fast it is growing I have no idea, I had sort of a win win day, I was running late to see the radiation onc and phoned the hospital and the secretary was to pass it on, then I got a call 20 minutes later telling me where I was supposed to be, she said didn't matter the radiation onc had left, I thought great, but she said no stay home he had taken my MRI disc back to his hospital for planning and I am having that on Thursday, so for him to have left his his clinic at 10am he must have shut it down early, at least I have 2 radiation oncs in my corner, and my chemo is to stop until I have finished radiation, is this to save money or my health, the Gemzar/taxol/Herceptin seems to have worked for my underarm with the Aromasin of course and until I have another punch biopsy on my remaining breast I won't really know. I have a question, would thin blood to the C be worse or better for feeding it. I am a little confused on how anti-inflammatories work on some things. I tell you all, this is the scariest situation I have been in a long time, and it doesn't help looking like the hunch back from Notradam on Steroids, some morning I have got up feeling fine so that is when I put on my make up and do my hair and look just like Cabbage Patch Lyn, but other days it is a worry.
Love & Hugs to you all.
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