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Hi Natalie! Boy, you've hit a tough subject here. I have 4 kids, 13, 11, 6 and 3. I worry about them all the time. They don't have a support system at all, as we have no family here, all my relatives are in the UK (i'm in CA) and my husbands all live hundreds of miles away. There is no way my husband could cope with all 4 of them if something happened to me - I worry that the burden will fall on my eldest. I don't want to ruin her life. I try to tell myself I WILL be here to dance at all of their weddings and to babysit their kids, but deep down inside, I worry that I won't. Sorry I can't be much help to you, other than to say you are not alone.
Hang in there,
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