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aquinis2000 · 02-20-2006, 08:08 PM

Patty, I too live in a state of denial. Your sounds like it from a great attitude. Mine is from many ativan, high doses of effexor and lunesta. When the onc talks to me I just keep thinking.............I reject your reality and replace it with my own. Mine is a much happier place than hers.Sometimes all i hear is.....bla bla bla...cancer..........bla bla bla......infusion..........bla bla bla......next week.And go out and live my life like nothings wrong.of course with my freinds, mr. ativan and miss effexor. I'm stage 4 too. I think denial is the best state in the country. good luck.

02-20-2006, 08:08 PM	#4
aquinis2000 Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2005 Posts: 51	state of denial Patty, I too live in a state of denial. Your sounds like it from a great attitude. Mine is from many ativan, high doses of effexor and lunesta. When the onc talks to me I just keep thinking.............I reject your reality and replace it with my own. Mine is a much happier place than hers.Sometimes all i hear is.....bla bla bla...cancer..........bla bla bla......infusion..........bla bla bla......next week.And go out and live my life like nothings wrong.of course with my freinds, mr. ativan and miss effexor. I'm stage 4 too. I think denial is the best state in the country. good luck.