hi Lexi--
If you have time, you can read the story I wrote -- it's at the top of the topics on this board--it's full of hope and info about great things happening in the field of breast cancer treatment. The story can also be found at my website, which is where I kept a journal that my friends and family members could read to keep up with my progress. Something in there may help you, who knows? :-) The site is:
http://journals.aol.com/valleygirlvn...CancerUpdates/
Look for October 10 entries for the story. Good luck and keep your spirits up!
Val