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Dear Joy,
It is almost like, if you had to deal with this alone, you could probably do it; but when you look at those precious children that you live every second for; it almost makes it unbearable. Panic is an in your face reality.
We can feel and relive that moment of panic and oh, how we want it to be better for you.
If you can hand it over to God in your quiet moments, please do and then visualize that cancer and think "eat shit and die"...advise I got from my loving sis in law once and every time I think of these words it makes me smile.
So climb back into that saddle; we are with you 100% girlfriend, Steph has good advice; don't panic alone, meet with the docs and as Al says, take care of business, the cure is waiting for you just around the corner.
Love ((()))) Kim from CT
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