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Hi Joy, I totally understand what you're feeling, however right now is not the time to re evaluate too much you're in a bit of a panic state right now, and you'll probably notice that your breathing is shallow too, which also continues this cycle of not being able to think straight.
Anyway that's what I feel anytime there is a set back. Last summer I was dx'd with liver mets I did chemo and surgery. This spring I was dx'd with bone mets, what a shock I spent my whole 34th birthday in bed all I kept thinking was here we go... this is the beginning of the end!!! It hurt so bad to look at my 4 kids and think of how they were going to be without me and blah blah blah......I really let the panic take over... Bone mets is the easiest to treat out of all the mets there is.....As far as I know anyway....
I guess the shock will just have to wear off and then pick yourself up, dust your self off, put the gloves back on and climb back into that ring and kick some butt!!!!!
I'm sending you gentle hugs ((((((Joy)))))) You can do this!!!!
Tammy
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