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Thanks once again, I do know you 'get it', too.
Well, planning this trip will give me a different focus for awhile. I already put all our photos in albums/in order. And all 'end-of-road' plans etc. have been made.
Trip, as I said to Steph, is to to where my ashes will go. But, I've only been there in fact once before. Now want to see it again, before 'then'. There is a large herd of buffalo there which are my special loves. It will only be for about 9 days, in between treatments. I hope; at moment planning it for early Oct.
Our own 'daughter', ten yr. old 'rotten rottie', Zelda will go with us. She makes us laugh, worry, and all the other things that keep one involved on many levels.
I personally have two grown daughters. One of whom will hopefully be going on trip with us ( me and my mate). They try to keep a 'stiff upper' and be supportive. But would rather not hear the scarey details I do believe. So this time, I am glossing over. For now.
And your past adventures! How very wonderful.
I felt so good hearing of your daughters, their visit with you, their ways and feelings/beliefs. I can tell you are proud and get much joy from having them in your life.
I want to be able to communicate until the end, you know. And hug. Without any time between not being able to 'wipe' for myself and the last breath. Too vain , even now, I expect.
morexoxoxoxpatty
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