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Lisa,
I am new to this journey (only 2 months), but beginning with stage 3c I know I may be where you are someday. I also have grandchildren and a new grandbaby coming in February. It is very difficult to reconcile the "ball and chain" feeling of treatment with the "lifeline" feeling. I do know that for me I really have to keep myself focused on the near future, what can I do today that makes my world better. I believe I have a wonderful future ahead (as do you), but I just allow it to be sort of fuzzy...the details will become clearer as I get there.
Is there any way you can bring that wonderful grandchild to you? Maybe you could help with the cost of the trip and everyone could have a celebration! That is the solution we are working on. It seems we must be very creative and use all our problem-solving skills when what we'd like to do is just sit for awhile.
I know from reading the discussion board what an inspiration you are to everyone here and I know you have more insight than I so take anything I say with a "new comer" flavor.
You and your family are in my prayers.
Peggy
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