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I was just thinking on this yesterday...I woke up in the night in a cold sweat, feeling very hemmed in by this problem. The words of doctors came back to mind..."no cure", "a few years", "death process", "nothing we can do", and so on. I have vacillated for three years between feeling healed and the doom of the medical prognosis. But 'feeling' is not the answer, because as you can see, feelings change with circumstances. I know there is a better answer than just standing in the middle of the road and hoping the next car doesn't hit you...we can wait forever for the political machinery to turn in our favor, but I actively seek God and we have to get serious about this. I have gone thru many phases and one which was really abysmal was where I "tried" to get the attention of God by "doing" things. Somehow I know we receive the things of God, eg. healing for our bodies, through acceptance and not by any works of our own. Thank God, as it is very tiring, much like rolling a stone uphill only to have it roll down again. I am not out to proseletyze to anyone, esp. though I call myself a Christian, I do not have all the answers,
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