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Dear Joy-I have learned so much in these past five years since I was diagnosed. I have changed my thinking completely on many things. Life is such a precious gift and we are a special group that get to experience that knowledge first hand. There is no one or nothing that you will ever take for granted again. Every second is priceless.I am beginning to get used to living in such a way that I appreciate everything and everyone. Ultimately, this too is a gift from God. There was so much that I used to take for granted and not think to thank Him for all of my blessings. I'll tell you what works for me. Every day I attend Mass and receive Holy Communion. Words cannot express the peace that comes from receiving Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.- the peace beyond all understanding. All of the black clouds are lifted and I am safe and joyful in the palm of God's Hand.Of course there will be sad moments, but Pray, Pray,Pray and you will find great comfort. You are so beautiful, Joy! Do the things you've always wanted to do. New cures are found everyday in this world and miracles happen all around us. I know that God is the Captain of my soul. When I get my chemo I ask Him to go down and be the Commander of the drug and direct it to where it needs to be. I have faith that He is doing that. Pray for strong Faith. Without it, where would we be in this battle? God is in complete control. That is a very liberating feeling. I figure it's a win-win situation. We stay here, enjoy our families, serve God here on His earth and spread love around- or we go to Heaven for eternity as a result of living our good life. We may have to endure some heartache and pain along the way, but it will all be worth it. God Bless You, Joy and remember, God loves each one of us as if they were the only one. Onward and Upward, Cathy
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