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Linda,
I remember how I felt when I had my local recurrence and then a couple of months later when they told me that my "rash" was skin mets...shock and numbness and of course, fear. I know that if I have another recurrence, I will have to go through that shock again.
Having said that, please remember Linda that all of those emotions are normal and the quote "this too shall pass" has great meaning. Let the shock wear off a bit and in a couple more days you will have built yourself and your mind back into "battle mode".
Hindsight is 20/20, so don't think about your past decisions, look forward and gather all of the information you can. You've been beating this disease for the past 2 years and will continue to do so! You must be strong to keep beating those skin mets down. I read your posts with much interest, as I know that my skin mets can return at any time.
Come to this board whenever you need to. We're all here for you.
Keep up the Good Fight!
Cindi.
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