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Tanya, what you're feeling is so normal...this disease has many highs and lows. Like Lisa's mantra, I think of two things: Let Go and Let God and "Hug the Monster." The Let Go portion reminds me that I can't control many things that I'd like to. After all, none of us would be experiencing this if we had control. Second, Hug the Monster isn't is silly as it sounds. I finally had to embrace this diagnosis, think it through as best I could, empower myself with knowledge (and all the knowledge of this board) and move forward. I know that some days are better than others. I hope you know there are a lot of people here who not only understand you, but wish they could make things different for you.
Take care and know that we are all pulling for you -- really!
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