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Hi Lolly, of course it turned out to be what we suspected but of course just trying to stay positive to hope it wasn't. Well, that was the beginning of a day that sucked. My pap smear result is unacceptable, but maybe due to no eostrogen, well derrrr! So I was headed home and about 2k's before home, my car just locked up all the wheels, I managed to get it to the side of the road, so with results under my arm it started to rain and of course, excuses the expression it pissed down, the only way to explain it, and just like the beginning of Sex and the City, all the trucks sped up and splashed me. Once home I had to work out how to get to my Orthopedic Appointment for my fracatured shoulder reconstruction, 50k's away in the afternoon, well I met the big wigs and guess what, I am very complicated, much the same as the Heart Surgeon's response so I will be referred to a bigger hospital and at the same time would I mind attending the Orthopedic's Exam on the 15th May, a Saturday, guinea pig, me being me of course, why not just pay for my parking, I will also get expert opinions from the examiners, I will make the Guiness Book of Records yet or every medical journal. I fell a bit better tonight but of course I cried as many tears as rain, well I composed my self and put your info and some other together and faxed Boris my original Onc, they only one who knows what they are doing, so I have Herceptin on Thursday, I told Boris to add the drugs I need or make an appointment to see meeeee. So the way I am going I will get a shoulder construction that will not give me any better movement but have to go through weeks of pain to gain less pain, figure that one out or on the bright side I may get an infection and die. It seems that the original lump I have been trying to get diagnosed since June last year is the one that has been confirmed by the MRI 12 months down the track, I am trying to look at it this way, that this one is the mother ship and all of the tenticles have been killed off and now going after her and rid me forever of it. Well at least there is a full moon tonight no rain, as for my car who knows more bad luck.
Keep smiling,
Love & Hugs Lyn
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