I don't know you Rose, only know that we have a few things in common. 1) B/C, 2) the name "Rose"

, and 3) I live in KS too!(Olathe). I also lost my father to suicide when I was 10. I commend you for your strength in yourself and now as a single parent. I'm glad my mother didn't give up when I'm sure it was so hard. I just want you to know that I'm praying for you and your entire family.
Another Rose in Kansas....