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I know what you mean. But somehow you'll garner the strength to get through this latest misfortune and look back and appreciate your fortitude. I'm in a similar kind of funk. July is an evil month for me. In July of '02 I was diagnosed with bc, stage 2b. July of '03 I took a little tumble off my bike and broke my hip. This year on July 4th, my husband noticed I looked a bit yellow and it turns out I'm jaundiced. On Tuesday, after a CT, the doctors thought I had pancreatic cancer. On Wednesday, they thought it was malignant node. But after a full week of a testing, we still don't know. Today I should get the results from a "brushing" they performed last Friday when a stint was inserted to help the bile duct.
Anyway, I know what you mean when you feel like what else can possibly go wrong. If all this turns out to be a bad nightmare, I will certainly celebrate each day to the fullest. Let's celebrate together. Hugs, Paula
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