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Dear Nikki -
Looks like you are being rejected again by a mother who has already rejected you as a child. It is only natural to want to heal with your Mum as you heal from your cancer. But this does not seem realistic in view of the court order (this was a real shocker to me!).
You need to turn to those who DO love and respect you and surround yourself with positive people with positive energy. This is how we heal - we need do to make some selective choices and priorities on who and what we spend our limited life energy on. YOU should come first, then your husband or son. Other sibs or cousins and friends who do support you. Your mother must be reserved for some point in the future when you can try again to deal with her. Put her in a mental box if you can and put that box on a closet shelf. The negative energy associated with her is more debilitating then is good for you right now.
Easier said than done, but you asked.
All best wishes and remember to smile every chance you get.
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