[linn65]

Today we had more snow and my boss said don't come to work the roads are shut down.

My onc did the hormone test and it says I am post menopausal and retest in two months. He switched me to arimidex.

I am past the point of thinking of a reoccurance it's this pain. I feel like I am trying everything; tens machine, alpha lipoic acid vitamin, pain meds, and now they added neurotoin which I did that faithful for a week (maybe not long enough).

I scheduled a 2nd appt for a second opinion with Dr. Kathy Miller for today but can't go because of snow. Rescheduled for feb 20th.

I think is this neuropathy? Sometimes I think yes maybe so and then I think maybe it's not. The top of my ankle bone where it meets your foot hurts really bad and when I flex it back and forth it pops. My hands hurt on the palm below my thumb. I go and do to try and take my mind off of it but it wakes me up at night too, so I don't ever sleep all night despite taking an ambien. I just feel like I want to cut my hands and feet off for relief. Like pulling a tooth out...oh and my toes are always ice cold ( but they don't hurt) it's the ankle bone.

I read about neuropathy and it doesn't feel like bees stinging me. Tingly and numb.....it hurts and it's driving me crazy. I don't know how people do continuous treatment because if I did reoccur I just think this isn't the life I want. And I know every ones different, and I admire everyone that's tough and can keep doing it, and I don't know how you do.

Today, I am just tired in every way. And I think has anyone had this pain like this ?

As usual thanks for letting me vent.....