It is Tuesday,
I read that the other day, and I had to share it. I have decided everybody on this board is BRAVE, SUPER HERO BRAVE....
Thursday night I did have a complete meltdown building from being back to work two weeks (and terribly behind) I have worked her for 16 years but this job I started right before cancer started (still learning), house was a mess, my son 7 hours away, bills needed paid, I need to go to the grocery store, my Dad having a stroke.
Friday morning I woke up and had no PUSH left. I called work and said I have to rest today!!
The day of rest changed my outlook! I wanted to come back to work and be "Normal" and felt that was what was expected. I am tired of the cancer deal so everyone else is to right??? I was like on top of the roller coaster excited to come back and full of joy....Ready, for normal!! It lasted 9 days.
Rest does a body good!! I cleaned, paid bills, went to the store on Saturday and Sunday I rested. I made big dents at work yesterday, and thank you Jesus I am starting to feel normal today.
I really want to capture these 4 days in a bottle and have them on reserve or even better......Keep this going!!
Today, I have a couple angsts....but no pressure all around that feels likes its closing in and thats just life!
Thursday....I was sad and vulnerable, and I went through it cried and cried, but I made it too Friday! And I just read that yesterday about being sad and vulnerable makes you brave, and by gosh it does!!
Have a TERRIFIC TUESDAY!!