[KsGal]

I wasn't aware of the issue with the carboplatin, so I will ask him about it next time I see him. Thank you for that information.
Even though it is the first day of the new year, I am apparently in the middle of throwing my very own pity party. I have just been off all day. I start my treatment this upcoming week, and the thought just keeps going through my head that this might be the last few days I feel "normal" ever. EVER. And my negative throughts are just ruining everything. When midnight came and everyone celebrated, I was sitting thinking..I wonder if this is the last year I will see. I hate to even post this, as so many of you have fought so hard, and I just sound weak, but Im being honest. I had a really down day, apparently. Lots of hugs to everyone, and thank you for answering my questions.